I used to think I knew something
Everything, maybe
I used to think I knew the way
At least one way
I used to think I knew me
Solid, defined
But now,
Those definitions
I put on like gowns
Have worn through
Been seen through
The stories I tell myself
About me and
My preferences
Are a work of fiction
Full of characters and costumes
In need of armour and weapons
All along I was
Defending emptiness
Shouting proudly
This is me
This is me
Love me
It is no place to hang your hat
It is all more vapour
Than concrete
More nothing
Than something
Let me then be liberated
From the corset of certainty
Too tight and too small
To bear now
Let me be naked
And bewildered
I know now that I know nothing
And that’s something.

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